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[ some updates ]
once again i let my blog collect dust... almost 2 months i did not blog le... had been busy with work... got a milestone in end of may lor... some more must learn while do at the same time... ever since work realize time really pass very fast lor... don't have much free time which i used to have like before le... that is how it will be like till we are old enough to retire i guess... i remembered that we are encouraged to have more kids... but after work for whole day where got time to take care of the kids? if don't work where got money to feed them? haha... maybe when we all can work till 3pm and then the birth rate here might be higher ba? haha... but now i guess all of us should get back to work and stop day dreaming ba... haha

Saturday, April 26, 2008, 6:28 PM


[ HP ]
went to HP today to see their "cooltown"... i saw my future there... went in this "cooltown" is a "WOW" to me... they actually invented everyone of our dream house... the coffee table is able to work like a pc and able to transfer photos from the camera without using cables but just by putting the camera on the coffee table... sounds so cool right? i actually able to see it in my own eyes of these cool technologies... WOW WOW WOW!

Tuesday, March 04, 2008, 6:23 PM


[ updates ]
wow... long time since i blog... now start work le not much time to blog le... me started to do my project le... a bit here and there lar... hehe... trying to slowly understand my project... i also got my internet lappy le... so now i am able to surf the net during office hours again... yeah so happy... hehe... hmm... kind of get used to the travelling time to work everyday le... so i am still doing fine over there... hehe...

Saturday, March 01, 2008, 5:17 PM


[ working life ]
i have been posted to DSTA to do my project there le... all my colleagues there are very nice and helpful... really glad to have friendly colleagues around... the only problem there is the travelling time from my house to there... it will usually take 1hr15min to 1hr30min depending on the waiting time... the rest of it is still quite ok...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 10:29 PM


[ my shorts is back ]
yeah! they let me exchange the skirt to shorts which i mention previously... heng the sales person know is her mistake and without any delay she went to get the shorts for me... so happy that i got back the shorts... the shorts really look nicer then the skirt... i like the mickey mouse design at the back...

Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 8:54 AM


[ shopping! ]
went shopping over the weekend... bought some cny clothes... so happy with the clothes... but then when i went home i found out that my shorts become a skirt... omg... the sales person gave me the wrong one... sianz... donno if i can change a not... hope i am able to change... but gonna waste my trip down again...

Monday, January 21, 2008, 12:50 PM


[ where is my project? ]
almost 2 months in office le... i still don't have a project... sianz sia... tired of everyday surf net le... everyday go office is wait for lunch time... then after lunch time is wait for knock off... bored lor... wanted to have something to do... i want to learn... i don't want to sit and do nothing for whole day... please give me a project to do soon...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008, 9:15 AM


[ national treasure ]
i love finding clues and solving mystery movies... watched national treasure is a very nice movie... i like it a lot... it is like treaure hunting... they went to a lot of places to look for different clues and then finally found the serect place which hides all the gold... should go watch this movie...

Tuesday, January 08, 2008, 9:20 AM


[ happy 2008! ]
is year 2008 le... so fast another year has pass... which means i am 1 year older le... a brand new year means a brand new start... so i will work harder for the things i want... hope this year there will be no more slacking and my project can come faster so i can start work soon... hope everyone have a happy new year!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008, 8:53 PM


[ don't feel like working ]
this week time pass really slow lor... they should have give us off till new year mah... all now so in holiday mood who has the mood to work... guess i play too much last week le... hehe... hope time pass faster...

Friday, December 28, 2007, 10:54 AM


[ merry xmas ]
oh yeah... is christmas again... went to walk walk at suntec there... quite a lot of people lor... but at least not too bad lar... i like xmas cos it is a day which i no need to work... hehe... my department had a xmas celebration last week... able to chit chat and see other colleagues... kind of fun... hehe... merrry xmas to all!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007, 10:49 PM


[ batam ]
just back from batam nia... went to batam over the weekend... there kind of change a lot lor... now over there we can use sing dollar to buy things lor... all so smart le... if we give them sing dollar it is kind of bo hua for us... but then if we change our currency to theirs then if we cannot spend finish their money will drop as time goes by... so it is not worth for us to keep their money...

Sunday, December 23, 2007, 11:57 PM


[ my 4th week at work ]
time passes real fast... now already end of the 4th week le... well what i have done is office is surf net everyday... see my life in office is so bored... wonder when my clearance coming sia... but at least now my time pass faster then the 1st week... 1st week really can't get use to it... but now much more better le... and best of all pay is coming soon le... yeah yeah!

Friday, December 14, 2007, 8:47 AM


[ presents? ]
now already mid of dec le... xmas is around the corner le... got to start thinking of what presents to buy for my friends and for the exchange xmas present party... got so many presents need to buy... still got no idea what presents to buy yet sia...

Thursday, December 13, 2007, 10:51 AM


[ beowulf ]
went to watch "beowulf" movie today... the people all not real de... when they not talking or doing any action they really look like real person sia... but when they start to talk or do some action it is not that real le... kind of draggy movie... they talk alot of rubbish lor... make me almost want to fall asleep in the beginning lor... the storyline is normal only... if i will to choose to watch or not to watch again i will choose no... haha...

Sunday, November 25, 2007, 9:31 PM


[ 1 week of work ]
worked for 1 week le... what i have done at work? basically is surf net, read jokes, chat... and also go for teabreak... haha... had a boring week lor... if i bring a story book to read then later someone see me too slack then give me do office gal job even more sianz... then if i bring a java book go work the book too heavy liao... haha... lazy to bring... guess i will continue to read jokes online for next week ba...

Friday, November 23, 2007, 6:37 PM


[ bored in office! ]
sianz sia... nothing to do here... no msn chat also... sigh... only can use gmail to chat... who is free and want to entertain me please use gmail to chat with me! what should i do sia? i am falling asleep soon le... time passes so slowly when i can't do anything lor... sianz sianz sianz ar! hope time pass faster!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 3:12 PM


[ start work le!!! ]
it is my first day of work... and what i did today is wait and wait... basically is did nothing today... haha... so bored sia... hope i can handle a project soon sia... guess i still need to wait for few more weeks before i can really touch on any project... now i only can start do my own self study... bored...

Monday, November 19, 2007, 7:52 PM


[ ROM not equal to wedding? ]
what is ROM? ROM is signing the papers and become husband and wife by law... then wedding is traditional procedure to become husband and wife... to me ROM means married le even if wedding held at a later time... to me ROM at this age is still early ba... hehe...

Friday, November 16, 2007, 12:06 PM


[ fishing... ]
it is so hard to fish... sitting whole day there and got sun burn but still did not catch any fish... the fish seems not to like my prawn lor... never even bite it also de... this is my first time fishing... guess i got a lot to learn lor... last time i remember we went to catch prawn... it is much more easier and i able to master it very quickly... but fishing is so hard to master... any pros to teach me fishing? i don't want to be roasted pig again...

Monday, November 12, 2007, 3:04 PM


[ what if? ]
what if one day i tell everyone that me and mh broke off le what would be everyone reaction? will everyone be surprised? or would they already expected it? hmm... really wondering sia... kind of curious about it... haha... anyway i have not thought about breaking up with him... don't think too far people... haha... some more today is our 37months together! happy happy! hehe...

Friday, November 02, 2007, 12:06 PM


[ nothing to do... ]
still got so many days left before i start work... so bored at home sia... play game till so sianz le... haha... everyday seems to pass so slowly sia... no one can come out also as they are either working or studying... what should i do what should i do? i want to go work soon!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 1:31 PM


[ engaged ]
haha... thought i have engaged? then you are wrong... lol... i just read my friend blog and kind of shock to found that someone has propose to her in a very romantic way and she agreed... it is really like fairy tale story like that so sweet de... anyway she is the same age as me lar... really very happy to see her find her happiness...

Monday, October 29, 2007, 12:37 PM


[ found a job le!!! ]
yeah yeah yeah! after so many interviews i finally found a job le... some more this company de pay is quite good lor... but too bad it is a contract lar... but there are still chances for me to convert to perm de... hehe... but must wait till mid of next month then start work sia... omg i have not start work already thinking of what to buy when i got pay le... haha...

Friday, October 26, 2007, 12:29 PM


[ donno what to blog ]
my blog is so dead... no updates no one visit it... haha... my mind is blank sia... donno what should i blog... nothing to blog also... hmm... recently have been going for interviews... waiting for replies... hope to have a good job with a good pay... wanna work at the company for long de... have to get a job quick before mummy starts to nag at me... haha...

Thursday, October 18, 2007, 9:58 AM


[ looking for job... ]
finally finish my studies le... i am a degree holder le lor... haha... lets not talk about my fyp any more... now is time for me to work... omg... cannot imagine i gonna work from now on for years and years... this gonna be my life? how i wish i can go back pri sch again... haha... this is not possible... cos life cannot be repeated... it is a good thing and also a bad thing... haha... need to get a job soon... anyone got a job to intro?

Thursday, September 27, 2007, 9:02 AM


[ chain letters ]
u open this your whatever whatever will die or what every shit de if u don't send this out to how many how many person... have u receive this kind of stupid stuff? there are so many type of them lor... it can be through sms or emails... wondering who are the people who start all this sia... really damn bo liao lor... think they got nothing better to do ba...

Friday, September 14, 2007, 2:17 PM


[ FI gathering to celebrate my birthday ]
had an advance celebrating on saturday... there is a total of 8 of us... went to had our dinner and we chit chat... then yogi and sam left so left with the 3 couples... haha... had lots of fun there... 3 couples went to play arcade haha... although it is a very simple celebrating but really very happy to meet up with them... thanks bet for organizing for me and also thanks everyone who contribute in the present... hehe... i like it very much!

Monday, September 10, 2007, 5:06 PM


[ 16 days left... ]
we left with 16 more days before our fyp presentation... after this presentation i would be a degree holder le... hehe... wondering what job should i find sia... which company should i go? who got job to recommend leh? aiya should care about how i going to present during the presentation... now must work hard to rush finish everything and make sure the presentation will be successful... wish me good luck... haha...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 10:28 AM


[ i look like kwai lun mei ]
whaha... my side view look like kwai lun mei... in case u donno who is it, it is lu xiao yu in the movie secret... hmm... but i don find it leh... haha... what u guys think leh? haha... anyway got people say that i look like cai chun jia also... haha... i look like so many people wor... lol... me = da ming xin le... whaha...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 3:04 PM


[ 不能说的秘密 ]
Saturday went to watch secret movie by jay chou... the movie is very nice... the girl in the movie is very sweet... like the storyline of the movie... people who have not watch the movie must go watch lor... watch to find the secret behind it... thumbs up for 不能说的秘密!

Monday, August 20, 2007, 1:22 PM


[ kbox with qi and bet! ]
whaha... so long never go kbox le... everyone of us has been quite busy with own stuff so hardly meet up also... even meet up also never go sing... last nite was ladies nite so we all managed to sing at a cheaper price... hehe... had so much fun! hehe... wonder when would be our next kbox session sia as qi next week school reopen le... think she gonna be very busy with her studies le... gonna miss you guys!

Friday, August 17, 2007, 4:25 PM


[ what should i do? ]
what should i do? my project like no improvement at all sia... so hard... keep getting the same result even after i on my lappy to run for days... my lappy is working so hard... but the result i got is about the same... haiz... it is so hard... donno what can i do sia... i trail and error so many so many times... this thing is giving me a big headache sia... please give me a better result ba!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007, 11:00 PM


[ spider on my blog! ]
don't be surprise to see spider on my blog... haha... so long never blog le... sometimes is lazy sometimes is too busy... haha... now doing my fyp... need to do a lot of trail and error and also RESEARCH! boring sia... tahan a bit more and i will grad le... haha... last weekend meet up with my polymates... went to sing K with them... although not a lot of people but still enjoyed ourselves... hehe... hope next time when meet up more can go ba... this weekend gonna meet my FI class also... really looking forward to it... hehe... ;p

Wednesday, August 08, 2007, 11:30 AM


[ finally over... ]
finally finish my last paper le... can slack le... haha... who say de... still got my FYP to do lor... sianz... exam finish wanna relax awhile also cannot... haiz... but at least finish my last exam le... no more exams le... hehe... happy happy...

Friday, June 15, 2007, 9:36 AM


[ dusty and dirty blog ]
so many dust around here... need to clean up le... too long never blog till it become dusty le... haha... hmm... all this while have been busy with my school project... everyday rushing and trying to get it done... cos all the deadline so near... finally now more free le... hmm... who say i am free de... this week must start to study for my exam le wor... exams in 2 weeks time... sianz ar... jiayou jiayou!

Monday, May 28, 2007, 11:15 AM


[ new skin! ]
i changed a new skin for my blog le... just made a simple skin... hehe... the old skin i think i used about 1 year + le ba... should have a new layout to make my blog more interesting... everyday see the same thing also will sianz de... haha... nice mah nice mah?

Thursday, May 03, 2007, 10:57 AM


[ study 9 modules in 3 months? ]
this is crazy... my sis need to study 9 modules in 3 months cos she is going overseas for job attachment so the school squeeze all the modules which they need to study for 6 months to 3 months... omg... wondering how to handle sia... and when come to exam the paper are all together de... where got enough time to study? my poor sis... this semester gonna be a very busy and stressful for her... hope she can score well!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 10:34 PM


[ FYP ]
my final year project questions are out le... i need to choose 3 of it and hope that i would be able to get my choice... all the questions are so hard... donno which one to choose sia... sianz... the programing language use is all C++, C, linux etc de... all which i donno or i am not very good at it de... so jialat... friday need to submit my choice le... which one should i choose leh?

Tuesday, April 24, 2007, 11:53 PM


[ google earth vs virtual earth ]
did not know there is such a powerful application till now when i have to do a project regarding this... it is a world map which have 3D views... i can even have a close look at my house... hmm... there are still rooms to improve on the application... because got such application now i have to do a project to compare on them both... yawns...

Thursday, April 19, 2007, 12:24 AM


[ stupid blogger... ]
stupid blogger... keep ask me sign up the new blogger... so mafan sia... why must ask us sign up? they wan they cannot auto convert for us meh? zzz... very sick and tired of it asking me to sign up everytime i login le... so i change it le... now i am using the new blogger... haha... wondering what is so good about this new blogger... cannot believe i using blogger and yet i am scolding it... lol...

Wednesday, April 18, 2007, 11:20 PM


[ nite out... ]
dear got night out... he came over find me in school... hehe... so sweet of him... see him super happy le... hehe... although only a bit of time nia but we treasure the time together... we went to eat late dinner cum early supper together... after supper he about time to go back camp le... but is ok lar... friday should be able to see him le... hehe...

Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 11:21 PM


[ wait wait wait ]
that day someone asked me if i am tired of waiting for him since he is in the army now... tired? my answer is a NO... although only every weekends can see him i am still happy with it even though i have to wait... i think that it is ok to wait... but how come some people can't and between their army life they broke off... why? cos the girl can't wait? hmm... actually to me i think it is very important for both to contribute to the relationship... a guy must never say he is tired and spend his whole weekend sleeping and never accompany his girlfriend... no matter how tired he is he still must spend some time with his girlfriend as his girlfriend has been waiting for 5 long days and hoping to spend time with him... a girlfriend must also understands that his life inside is not as good as yours as he everyday have tough training... the most important thing is both must not quarrel during these days... even there are quarrels it should also be settled before book in... else it would be even harder to settle if it is spread over the week...

Wednesday, April 04, 2007, 3:57 PM


[ dotz dotz dotz... ]
sianz... i just finish typing and my post was gone due to some errors... lazy to retype everything again le... haha... anyway the previous post was about hugs and kisses... when i feel like typing it again then i will type and post it up ba... haha...

Thursday, March 29, 2007, 7:44 PM


[ throw or not to throw ]
was cleaning up my room and realize i have keep too many things le... so decided to throw some away... but then i saw the flowers dear gave me... i was wondering if i should throw them away as they already dry le and the leaves keep dropping... but is dear gave me de... so don't wish to throw them away... haha... wondering where should i keep all those flowers sia... maybe i should throw them away and ask dear to buy me more flowers... lol...

Tuesday, March 20, 2007, 5:00 PM


[ bz month... ]
last few weeks had been very busy... rushing for projects and prepare for my exams... finally now i am able to rest... the projects and assignments come 1 after another make me so difficult to breathe... after the projects and assignments i only left with 1 week to study before exams... i got 2 papers and yet only 1 week to prepare and there are so many things need to study... but luckily it is all over now... i can take a little break for few weeks before the next semester starts... praying hard i would be able to score well for my super hard exam...

Sunday, March 18, 2007, 2:53 PM


[ cny! ]
so long never blog le... been busy with my school work trying to rush finish before cny... so i am able to play during cny but not worring about my incomplete work... this year cny i did not buy much clothes... donno why kind of not into cny mood... but at least i got 1 set of new clothes for day 1... that is enough i guess... haha... wish every1 a happy chinese new year! gong xi fa cai!

Friday, February 16, 2007, 9:20 AM


[ little boi boi go school le... ]
my little boi boi k1 le... but he was crying when going to school... he was scared... a new enviroment, many new faces which he never meet before... remembered those days when i was little, i am also scared to go school on the first day... everyone would have the same experience ba... after we grown up, we would go to primary school, secondary school then poly or maybe jc after that go to uni or start working... but are we scared? are we worried of meeting new faces? no matter how old we are, we still will be afraid ba... just that we don't cry like when we were little... we hide our fear and overcome it ourselves...

Tuesday, January 09, 2007, 1:00 PM


[ so much of rain water! ]
keep raining and raining these few days... it just continue and continue to rain... where does all the water come from? all my clothes also cannot dry so sianz... and i cannot even go out... don't want go out and come back wet... rain faster stop ba... i want to go out!

Thursday, December 28, 2006, 6:52 PM


[ merry christmas! ]
hohoho! so fast christmas le... which means 2006 ending soon le... this year xmas never really celebrate just spend my eve watching "the curse of the golden flower" movie and then eat my xmas dinner at dear house... then on christmas day we spend our day playing game and did a bit of shopping... hope everyone had a wonderful xmas!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006, 11:42 PM


[ different answer from tutor and lecturer ]
just went to see the solution the lecturer had posted up for our assignment... the answer which the tutor teach us during our tutorial is totally different from the solution which the lecturer had posted up... omg... the tutor know how to do de mah? still went to ask him question now make me so blur don't even know if what he teached was correct or wrong... make us more confused only... some more he gave us de answer and the day before us the tutorial different answers... haiz... why got this tutor de? now exam need to do double and triple hard le... jiayou!

Friday, December 01, 2006, 3:25 PM


[ frens 4ever? ]
is there such thing as frens 4ever? we meet new frens when we goes to primary school, secondary school then poly or jc and even in work place... but does the frens we know stays? usually people we meet comes and goes... people who stayed are your true frens... how many true frens can there be in your life? it might be only 1 or 2 or some times even none... i just read 1 of my fren blog... she does not like her frens she made during her secondary school days... cos she thinks that she cannot click with them and felt left out... but her poly mates she able to click... hmm... maybe is because they having the same interest ba... lets treasure our frens...

Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 10:10 PM


[ doing assignmnet everyday... ]
life is kind of boring to me nowadays... everyday after wake up is do assignment... assignment never ending one lor... like today after finish my lab assignment tomorrow need to start my other assignment le cos the date due is next week... so jialat lor... like no time to rest and play... take a degree is so hard... need to learn everything on your own... sianz ar... but i must jiayou and complete it so i would able to get my degree... i can do it de!!!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006, 8:23 PM


[ 7 love letters ]
he so sweet... know he go field camp le won't be able to talk to me on the phone so he wrote me 7 love letters and let me open it everyday... so that if i miss him can read those letters... today opened his first letter... after reading his letter i miss him even more... pray hard over there it won't rain so he won't need to sleep on water bed... miss you...

Saturday, November 11, 2006, 1:30 PM


[ 1 after another ]
just handed up a assignment here comes another one... omg... some more still have other projects on hand too... can't we have a break? so tired lor... everyday do the assignment... hmm... i want team break faster come... then i can go out play everyday and do what ever i want to do... lol... i know i very lazy... haha... jiayou jiayou!!! faster finish my assignment then i can play le...

Friday, November 10, 2006, 7:32 PM


[ who are you? ]
have you ever forward or sms someone and then someone replied you "who are you?" before? has the person you sms-ed changed his number? or is it he lost his hp and then also lost your number too? or is it he had already deleted you away from his hp? so which one is truth? usually if you replied who you are then the person will reply "ohh... sorry i had lost my hp that's why lost your number"... if you want the sms to continue then you reply "icic... is okay... anyway how is life"... then your conversation will start... if you don't want the sms to continue then reply "nvm is okay"... and usually it will stop there... unless the other party wants the sms to go on... some times a forward sms is also a good way to keep in touch with your friends which you had not contact for years...

Wednesday, November 08, 2006, 11:13 PM


[ happy news!!! ]
i heard a happy news... erm... actually nothing to do with me lar... but i am very very happy lor... i even go celebrate after hearing the news... haha... guess i am much much happier then the person lor... lol... but dear hear the news he say he no feeling... but i so happy he also felt happy that i am so happy... haha... what is the news about leh? hmm... since it got nothing to do with me and nothing to do with you i not telling le... lol... celebration time!!!

Monday, October 23, 2006, 11:41 PM


[ should i change my blog skin? ]
hmm... getting bored here with my blog skin le... do you think so? guess it is time to change one ba... but me kind of lazy to design one leh... haha... should i change a not? haha... what design should i use leh? aiyo... want change new blog skin still got so many things need to think de... haha... hmm... think will start to design it when i got the time ba... haha... provided i must not be lazy! haha...

Thursday, October 12, 2006, 12:01 AM


[ guard duty!!! ]
last weekend only managed to meet botak up for few hours as he book out on saturday afternoon and had to go back to camp at night... so poor thing lor kanna guard duty... donno why he so heng also lor... we know we did not have much time together so we both very treasure those time we had together... even though we cannot go watch movie and eat crab as we planned, we are still very happy as we both could at least get to see each other... hope next week we can go catch our movie and eat our crab ba... hehe... waiting for him to book out again...

Monday, October 09, 2006, 1:46 PM


[ happy or sad more? ]
i was reading other people blog then i realize that a lot of people blog about their unhappiness... therefore every time i read someone's blog it is always a unhappy one... they had more unhappy things then happy things... is our life really that miserable? i don't think so... sometimes we should see things another way... and we should live happily everyday... maybe sometimes we should try to reduce our standards of living so that we would be happier... do i have more sad or happy blogs? hmm... i think as for me most of my days are happy de... sometimes we may feel sad but when you think of those happy moments and how fortunate we are then we wouldn't feel so sad! staying happy is the most important in life! cheers!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006, 11:23 PM


[ married then divorce ]
why there are so many people married already then divorce? is it because never know each other well enough then get married? then when get married they found out that they are not suitable for each other then plan for a divorce? guess it would be easy if both still have no children... if they had children then they need to think about who will take care of the children etc... and after that it wouldn't be easy to be a single parent too... have to work and also take care of the children... i think that before everyone gets married they should think twice about it before making such a big decision...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006, 11:14 PM


[ school starts!!! ]
last saturday school starts le... me now studying in SIM le... first day of lesson is all lecture... total got 6hrs of lecture sia... so boring lor... the lecturer talk like mechine gun sia... never stop de... but still ok lar... got break in between so at least not so sianz... this 2 weeks gonna have lesson also... gonna work hard for this 1 year and i am able to get my degree le... jiayou! hehe...

Monday, October 02, 2006, 12:14 PM


[ a scar you made on me will never be removed ]
early morning wake up and think about it again. haiz. it has been so long le but still will think about it sometimes. it is like a scar which can never be removed and will stick with you forever. but is ok i will be fine awhile. you can hurt some one and then say sorry afterwards but then you might leave a scar on them which you don't even know it. so when we need to say things or do things, make sure that we think before we say or do so we will not hurt the other party.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 8:47 AM


[ he goes army... ]
hmm... now he goes army le cannot say feel like meeting then meet up le... last time when i wanted to meet him, with just a call or a sms he would fly to me... this is what i must get used le... life without him still ok and as usual for me... but sometimes i would miss him... would also wonder how is he doing... but i know we both can make it thru this de... our love will be stronger... see you dear in 2 weeks time!

Monday, September 11, 2006, 6:55 PM


[ thank you guys for coming! ]
really appreciated that you guys (betsy, sam, yogi, ivan, dao xing, ellice, jolene, siti, wei cong, zhi wei, shareef, ken, leong seng, kah chun, hui yi, ai huan, wayne, jay, chong guan, yu qing, yong quan, yappy, debby, pei qi, kelvin, Christopher, samuel, ying tong and also my family and relatives) made and effort to come down for my birthday celebration... so happy and had a wonderful time! sorry for being such a bad host... hehe... anyway hope you guys did enjoy yourselves too... i had received so many gifts... got necklace, watches, handbags, clothes and many others... i love all the gift by you guys! you guys rocks! will send you guys those pictures we took! hope to see you guys soon! love you all!

Sunday, September 10, 2006, 11:51 AM


[ fall in! ]
send dear to tekong today... when reach tekong we were seprated... and parents went to tour around tekong and dear go collect his stuff and also kanna brain wash... lol... then meet him at lunch time to have our lunch and from there we said bye to him and from today onwards he will be staying there for 3 months... like chalet sia... lol... there also got tv and games to play... so good life... haha... now must wait till 2 weeks later then able to see him le... lol... hmm... gonna miss my silly botak lots!

Friday, September 08, 2006, 10:51 PM


[ 1 more week left... ]
left 1 more week and dear going to army le... so sad... why at this time... why can't they take him only after my birthday? just few more days before my birthday also cannot sia... hmm... gonna miss him lots de... this is also the time to proof that our love is strong enough de... don't worry dear... i will wait for you de...

Friday, September 01, 2006, 11:00 PM


[ theif!!! ]
yesterday at 7-11 we caught a theif! he took more than $18 of items... he kanna caught cos he pulled a toy car out of the box and it made a loud noise... so manager went over to take a look... and saw the box was empty but was on his hand... he said he will pay for the toy car... then later found out that inside his shirt got even more things... got sweets got chocolates... add together with the toy car got about $18++ asked him to pay for it and let him off le... this guy damn pro sia... able to take so much things... better don't let us catch him again... not we sure make a police report...

Friday, August 25, 2006, 5:55 PM


[ can opposite sex be very close fren but not lovers? ]
my answer is no! my answer used to be yes... but now it is a no... why? here is a story... there is this gal and this boi who are very close fren... they share things together... they also have many many things to talk about... they can talk all day non stop... they also share their personal life with each other... one day they were doing homework together... and the room was left with just the 2 of them... donno what happen... they just ended up with one night stand... as the boi has a gf already... the boi asked the gal to treat it as a bad dream and forget about it... the boi and the gal slowly contact each other lesser and lesser till in the end never even talk... and they became strangers... this story i heard from yes 933 de... it is a real story written in from other people... there are also other cases i have heard therefore i think that opposite sex cannot be close fren as they share too much same interest and slowly will "like" each other... and some things might happen.. guess there will always be a limit to a fren ba especially opposite sex... ya you may say you have a close opposite sex fren and nothing happen between you 2... no like no love... it is only fren... but maybe that is for now ba... we can't predict the future... maybe those like and love have not happen yet...

Sunday, July 30, 2006, 11:51 AM


[ am i very bad? ]
he asked me if one day i see her very poor thing on street and begging for money would i help her by donating some money to her? my answer is no... you say i bad or cold blooded i also don't care... would not means would not... why not right? cos she is the one who i wouldn't forgot... indeed she did hurt me a lot... but is ok... it is over now... but no matter what i still would not donate money to her de... but if one day i see her on street i will think i very suay... singapore also not very small still able to see her on street... sianz ar... if singapore really that small how come me unable to meet my other friends on street but her? haha...

Thursday, July 27, 2006, 10:47 AM


[ kanna sabo-ed ]
just read min min's blog... haiz... shouldn't have read it... inside got my name sia... she asked me to do "7 things I..." there goes my name her blog... some more beside my name she still put a smiley face [ 6. kai ting :)) ] there... hint me to do ya? lol... okay okay here it goes:

7 random facts abt me:


  1. I have a happy family of 5 members which include me, daddy, mummy, and my 2 sisters
  2. min han is my current boyfriend and is my first boyfriend
  3. min han and I are 21 months and 3 days old
  4. my clicks are all animals (pig, cow and tortoise) as we live in animal farm
  5. love to go to the beach with min han and see stars together
  6. I don't like to talk much
  7. Love to cycle

7 things dat scares me:

  1. insects with many legs
  2. dear leave me
  3. family quarrel
  4. no friends
  5. bad dreams
  6. hunger
  7. nagging

7 random music at da moment:

  1. ai heng jian dian by tao ze (forever top 1 fav)
  2. forever love by wang li hong
  3. best in me by blue
  4. breathe easy by blue
  5. yue ding by guang liang
  6. shui by guang liang
  7. shan hu hai by jay chou

7 things i like most:

  1. watch given by dear
  2. ring of me and dear
  3. soft toys dear gave me
  4. puzzle dear had done for me
  5. dinner dear prepared
  6. flowers dear gave me
  7. the couple mickey mouse shirt we had (sorry but everything i like is all related to him)

7 things i say most:

  1. huh?
  2. what?
  3. donno
  4. erm..
  5. okay lor...
  6. yoz yoz (when i sms some1)
  7. ya?

7 pple to do this: (finally come to this qn le)

  1. betsy (do it in our animal farm hor)
  2. regina (do it in our animal farm hor)
  3. pei qi (pls do your first post in animal farm)
  4. jini
  5. siti
  6. clara
  7. mei juan

phew... finally finish this "7s thing" le... min min next time my turn to sabo you! haha...


Wednesday, July 05, 2006, 10:19 PM


[ brazil lost to france... ]
omg i cannot believe this... this is so cold... woke up and saw bet sms... she said brazil lost to france last night... omg... yesterday too tired... watch finish england vs portugal and very tired... then went to bed le... never wait for brazil and france kick off then sleep le... i thought brazil and germany will hit into the finals and history repeats again... but no lor... brazil kanna kick out le... was hopping brazil will win this year world cup... too bad... no more hope for them... wonder who will win this year world cup? portugal vs france who will win? germany vs italy who will win? will it be any more "leng men"? haha... hard to predict...

Sunday, July 02, 2006, 1:13 PM


[ .net cert ]
went to take the .net cert with bet, sam, jini, jo just now... super troublesome sia... need to bring IC and passport... wonder why need to bring passport lor... they say need the signature there... but i don't understand need the signature there for what lor... i read the email gary lim send us that day... saying that in the email we need to bring all this... i donno what they want la... but just in case lor so i brought everything... but jini and sam never bring their passport... those people there don't allow them to go in and take the cert unless they got the bank signature... dotz lor... no choice... they went down to the bank to get one done... lame la... so in the end me and bet took the paper first... we step into the room... only 8 computers in the room... inside so quiet... and there are people taking the test too... the same exam rules apply for this paper too... the place make us so scared only... click click click... is all we can hear in the room... finally saw the button "score"... and click it... i pass! yeah... was so scared that i might fail as 70% is the passing grade... congrats to people who had passed... and people who had failed don't be sad and disappointed le... there is still chance to take the exam again de... i am sure you are able to make it next time... jiayou! we all support you!

Friday, June 30, 2006, 8:51 PM


[ tokyo drift ]
went to watch tokyo drift at genting few days ago... yes did went to genting during the weekends with dear and his family... the cars in the movie all very chio sia... quite nice movie... got many handsome guys and hot babes to see sia... storyline ok only... their drifting power sia... haha... ya singapore have not shown wor... wonder when singapore will show sia... it only says coming soon for the time being... if you guys wanna watch must wait lor... unless go to malaysia and watch... haha... it is not a must see movie anyway... but if you guys like cars maybe you would consider watching it...

Monday, June 26, 2006, 11:05 PM


[ graduation day!!! ]
yeah yeah... yesterday was our graduation day! so happy after 3 years of hard work and we got our cert! miss all my friends.... time really pass very fast... wondering when will we have such a big gathering again... the graduation ceremony was very long... cos so many of us queuing up to go on stage to get our cert... but actually it is blank inside la... just a procedures nia... later still have to go lecture hall to get our real cert... actually it is troublesome la... have to wear this have to do that and cannot wear this cannot do that... so many RULES to follow... but after 3 years of hard work that is what you want! a graduation ceremony... it is really very fun... go back able to see all my friends again and refresh back to all our precious moments together... really miss those days... i want to thank all my great buddies who were always there to support me and for being such a wonderful friend! people like jini, meiqi, ellice, betsy, sam, yogi, dao xing, ivan, pei qi, regina and many many more! you know who you are! although some of you in army le or some going in soon le... i really hope we all could come out and gather again soon! let our friendship continues ba!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006, 1:42 PM


[ She's the man ]
that day just went to watch this movie called "she's the man"... it is a comedy... very funny movie... can laugh until peng... it is about a girl who likes to play football... but then girls team are not allowed to join the match with the guys... then she felt that girls also able to challenge with the guys... to prove that girls are better then then guys she make up and acts like a man to join the team... then all the funny funny things happen... some more inside got handsome guys... really very handsome... haha... check it out guys!

Thursday, June 08, 2006, 9:30 PM


[ DHL Balloon ]
yesterday went to sit the DHL Balloon with dear... got 40 story high sia... able to see the city... all the tall buildings around... very beautiful... i think it will be better at night as able to see the lights... haha... in case you guys donno... this balloon just started in april... it is near bugis mrt... but must walk quite a bit la... it is a new experience la... can go try it... hehe...

Saturday, June 03, 2006, 11:24 PM


[ pool... ]
this game is played buy using the cue to hit the white ball to hit the colour ball and let the colour ball roll down to the pocket... love to play this game with dear... he too good already... always win me de... but i am picking up real fast... i will win him more next time de... haha... this is one of the thing which we used to entertain ourselves... had so much fun with him... i will train hard to win him de...

Thursday, May 25, 2006, 8:10 PM


[ da vinci code ]
few days ago just watched this movie "da vinci code"... very nice movie... maybe because i like mystery ba... that's why i think it is nice? it is a recomanded movie! everyone must watch... haha... i was wondering if i should buy the book and read... heard from others that the book is more detailed... but i kind of lazy to read sia... how wor... hmm... see how first ba...

Wednesday, May 24, 2006, 10:20 AM


[ any place to reccomand? ]
singapore like so small sia... like no place to go one... hmm... wonder if anyone got any place which can reccomand mah? any good place to eat? any good place to go? any good thing to do? hmm... give me some ideas ba... i really got no idea le... hey friends if you have any place nice to introduce just tell me or post it in my tag box where the place and the name of it... share share ok? haha... thanks thanks...

Sunday, May 14, 2006, 8:10 PM


[ he starts working le... ]
hmm... he finally found a job le... but that means we meet up lesser le... this week his job required him to go for some lesson... when i work in the afternoon and finishes in the evening he would work in the afternoon and have his lesson at the evening... there are somedays we never meet... but when he had no lesson or work during lunch time hours he would come over my work place and look for me for lunch... so sweet... although it is only about an hour time but it is already better then nothing le... miss him lots...

Friday, May 12, 2006, 11:25 AM


[ being a cashier... ]
hmm... this few weeks had been trying out cashier stuff... not easy sia... must give the correct change to customer if give wrong amount either you lose money or the customer complain you... haha... then must greet and say "thank you"... and also when people ask for an item, must also know arga arga where the item is... and also must know how to use the nets system, ez-link system and also the cash card system... and also still must help them register the hi-card... cos of our ah gong la... so troublesome one... scared of this and scared of that... no choice lor must do... but luckily all this quite IT stuff... so very fast pick up le... haha... oh ya... just to inform everyone... being a cashier is not easy... so next time when you buy things please be patient and treat the cashier nicer... hehe... ;p

Friday, May 05, 2006, 10:12 AM


[ on cruise! ]
yeah yeah... just came back from cruise... so fun wor... spending my time with dear and my family... hehe... actually had been to cruise before... but then this time with a new person... which is dear dear... lol... we also went to one of the redang island to do snorkeling ... it was my first time snorkeling ... very fun... the water is so clear and could able to see the sea creatures... how i wish i could go there again... maybe next time when i earn more money... would consider to go some other places to do snorkeling ...

Saturday, April 22, 2006, 8:23 PM


[ ntu and nus letter... ]
friends telling me they have recieved ntu or nus letter le... hmm... but i have not recieve sia... wonder if it is a good thing or bad thing... people i heard whom recieved now are all rejected de... really hope i am able to get into one university... please send me a accepted letter soon ba...

Sunday, April 16, 2006, 12:16 PM


[ MIA ]
haha... i went MIA this week... friends say never even see me online... haha... my blog also hardly update... hehe... actually this whole week had been busy working la... everyday early morning go work then after work go meet my dear or go back home eat dinner... by the time reach home is around 11+ 12+ le... very tired le so never even on my computer... haha... you guys must be missing me a lot right? haha... will try to come online often and update my blog more ok? hehe...

Friday, April 14, 2006, 12:05 PM


[ 1 week of work... ]
very fast... already worked for 1 week already... what is best at work is i am the boss... haha... erm... of cos not la... i still have to listen and do those things i am required to do... haha... but i no need to go work on saturday and sunday... haha... others still need to go back to work on saturday and sunday... but why i no need to go back ne? haha... i am the boss... lol... i also go there get pay la... haha... what is bad about this job is that i got to almost stand for the whole day... and if i get back a IT job i got to sit for the whole day... hmm... which is better? stand or sit? haha... if sit i can only stare at the computer... if stand i am able to run around... haha...

Saturday, April 08, 2006, 11:17 AM


[ long time no see... ]
so long never update my blog le... hehe... lazy to update and also kind of busy la... anyway the interview i did went was successful... but the pay low and still need to give them agent fee sia... so i rejected it... haha... but i still managed to get a job... i helping out at 7-eleven... wanna learn new things... hehe...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006, 8:11 PM


[ calling for interview... ]
hehe... early morning receive a call and ask me to go for an interview... she asked me if i am able to go for an interview today... but i was unable to make it so she say an interview on monday... hehe... i think if the pay is good and easy job i would take it ba... wish me good luck...

Friday, March 24, 2006, 7:15 PM


[ result out... ]
yesterday result out le... was at chalet when the result was out... early morning around 6 plus am i received a sms... my grades are all display in that sms... scared that my ipp result same as regina... cos that will surely pull my GPA down... but luckily it never... so happy that the result for my ipp and fypj is more than i expected... but my GPA only pull up by 0.1++ nia... so little... wondering if i am able to get into university with this kind of grades sia...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006, 7:21 PM


[ work or not to work? ]
hmm... wondering should i go to work a not... got lots of people wanna intro me job... i was thinking of playing for 1 or 2 months first then go work de... but then if after few months later i want to find a job but can't find how? i think if got people intro me job i just give it a try... if can get into the company then i work... if not then i continue to slack... hehe...

Thursday, March 16, 2006, 9:46 AM


[ bz week... ]
ever since i not schooling any more (graduated), had been busy everyday... went sunway on saturday and moved on to genting on sunday... only came back on monday night... then tuesday finally got time to slack... and then wednesday meet betsy and sam... then thursday which is today... gonna meet pei qi, regina and betsy(again) for kbox later... haha... hmm... me sound so sianz when said betsy name... lol... shh... don't say i say de... haha...

[ 1 and 1/2 day before graduate... ]
so fast 3 years pass le... left 1 and 1/2 day before graduate... so sad that we are leaving this school le... really love these days in poly... one big group go have lunch then go lesson and skip lecture together... haha... i had also know a lot of new friends... really hope that we would be able to come out again even after all of us graduate... jini, mei qi, ellice, han xiong, wei cong, zhi wei, betsy, regina, pei qi, ivan, dao xing, yappy and etc... u guys rocks... all the best in your future... will miss you guys...

Thursday, March 09, 2006, 4:04 PM


[ presentation over... ]
yeah yeah... finally presentation over le... so happy... feel so relax... can enjoy life le... haha... but too bad still need to come back school till this friday... but after friday means graduate liao... whaha... lol... gonna miss all my friends here sia... wonder when we would see each other again in such a big group... haha... hmm... first of all after graduate i must enjoy for 1 month like that first then say... lol...

Monday, March 06, 2006, 1:05 PM


[ hello hello... ]
hello, hello, hello... is that what you calling for? hello is all you can say? recieve a call this morning looking for my dad... when i pick up the call and i said hello... the person at the other end also reply hello... then i said hello again and hello again from him... what is wrong with him sia... don't even want to say who are you looking for... just keep saying hello as if i know who are you looking for like that... funny... in the end i still have to ask him who is he looking for... then finally got an answer from him... lame...

Sunday, February 26, 2006, 11:40 AM


[ i not stupid too... ]
after school rush to yishun to watch i not stupid too with family... who said it is not a nice show? very nice show... almost cried through out... Appreciate and praise other people more... like that others happy you also happy... hehe... people who have not go watch must go watch... it is a good movie where whole family can watch together...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006, 8:47 PM


[ why video? ]
why must u video or take picture of your private stuff? have u ever wonder if this video clip or pictures is being steal or u lost it one day? video or take picture to show other people? if your purpose is not to show others then why must video or picture? to keep it for yourself to see next time? why? there is always chance to see it when doing ur private stuff again... funny... still not able to understand...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006, 8:55 AM


[ No more "P" plate... ]
Yeah yeah... 18 Feb 2005 I got my car license... Now is 18 Feb 2006... 1 year has pass... That means I can take down my "P" plate le... hehe... time flies... I remembered that time I was so kanjong when taking the test... I was so scared that I can't pass my driving test... I tried to keep clam and steady... I completed the circuit and followed up was the road outside waiting for me... I told myself I can do it de... and indeed I did it... after the test the tester bring me to level 3 and asked me to sit and he showed me the paper... he told me about the mistake I made... and then he ticked the "PASS"... Yeah yeah... so happy... so happy until my eyes also got tears... hehe... finally I can drive a car on my own... hee... Now no more "P" plate...

Saturday, February 18, 2006, 9:11 PM


[ is there another chance? ]
wonder if there would be another chance if your love one did something wrong to you... depends? if lets say it is flurt with another person? or lets say saying bad about you in front of friends? or contacting ex without telling you? or even finding other girl and betrayed you? how many chance can you give? or would you give any chance if something like that happen? which one is the worst? if given another chance would this happen again?

Thursday, February 16, 2006, 9:15 PM


[ happy valentine day... ]
happy valentine day to all... did have a great valentine day... enjoyed my day to the fullest even though we are not able to spend the whole day together... hehe... wondered what he gave me? he gave me a 1000 piece puzzle, a sweety written card, a rose, little mickey and minnie mouse and brownies which has "I love ting" written in chinese on it... very very sweet of him... he gave me so much of surprises... haha... thank you so much dear...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006, 11:45 PM


[ why i love you? ]
have you ever wonder why you love some one? have you found your reason why you love him or her? i still cannot find my reason... as what ivan said i think he is right in some way... "if you love a person cos of his look, cos of his attitude or any reason you can find... but if one day if the person does not have the look or that attitude any more... does it mean that you don't love him any more?" it should be you like a person cos of look or attitude but not love the person cos of look or attitude... no matter which is which i think it is too complicated...

Saturday, February 11, 2006, 10:28 AM


[ nafa test... ]
just finish my 6 long station of nafa test... damn tired after running the 2.4km... wanna die le... how i wish there is bed here... but at least i got a silver... yeah yeah... already very good liao... lol... so long never run liao still can get a silver very good le... lol...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006, 7:32 PM


[ a guy who run away with another gal... ]
if you are a guy and you have a girlfriend, would you run away with another girl? why would a guy want to run away with another girl? cos he is sick and tired of his girlfriend? if there is a guy who run away from his girlfriend and be together with you... then there is chances that he would also run away with another girl right? why said the other girl came and seduce the guy? oh please... that is only an excuse... if a girl came and seduce the guy the guy can always reject... the love between both is not strong enough that why it allows another party run off with another person...

[ scarify for love... ]
would you every wonder how much would you scarify for your love one? lets say if the person is your partner... would you die for him or her? if your answer is a yes then how about it is your mum and dad? would you be able to do the same thing? if your parents asked you to do something lets say quit smoking would you listen and do as follow? if the scenario change to your partner would you listen? would you quarrel with your parents just because your parents does not allow you to meet your partner? don't you think sometimes you love your partner more then your parents? if you say no... then why you would go the opposite way and meet up with your partner? or i should say it is a different way of love ba... would you not watch your favorite tv program just to accompany your partner doing nothing? would you quit something (eg. smoking, drinking, clubbing, gambling) for your partner? would you do everything your partner say? would you choose to be with your partner even though your parents and friends disagree on it? would you learn something just because your partner loves it? how much can you scarify? go think about it... there is no right or wrong to this... everyone has their point of view...

Sunday, February 05, 2006, 10:28 PM


[ happy new year... ]
today is the 4th day of new year... past 3 days has been very busy going other people house take angbao... must wake up so early in the moring then play till late late then go home... haha... that is for sure for every year... tiring sia... not enough sleep... as usual we played cards... hehe... won some allowances... still in my holiday mood... whaha... wishing everyone a happy new year! gong xi fa cai wan shi ru yi...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006, 10:26 AM


[ my first guitar lesson... ]
haha... was very bored as i don't feel like doing my work... it is new year eve eve sia... i already in my holiday mood already... so shad came over and i told him i am very bored... so he asked me if i want to learn guitar... i already wanted to learn guitar very long ago le... but no one teach me... since now he offered to teach... of cos never reject him... hehe... we went to the staircase to play... "stand by me" was the first song he teach me... hehe... he and fahmy teaching me actually... lol... first time playing the guitar... so fun sia... lol... hmm... wonder when i can play again... and wonder when i can be as pro as them... lol...

Friday, January 27, 2006, 12:36 PM


[ happy chinese new year eve eve... ]
still got 2 more days and it is the doggie year le... time travel very fast sia... happy happy chinese new year eve eve... wonder how come new year eve eve no 1/2 day de? too bad new year eve is tomorrow which is saturday... no 1/2 day... lol... then they should make up for us mah... lol... in my holiday mood already... don't feel like doing work today... damn jialat sia... will be very busy the following days... guess should be busy going to other people house and pai nian ba... lol...

[ new stuff... ]
yeah yeah... bought all my new clothes liao... so happy... actually still need to buy a top... but then the old one in the cupboard can match the skirt... so forget it la... haha... unless this few days i manage to see something i like... lol... but this few days like no time to do my shopping liao... so i guess it would be like that ba... haha... i also bought a new shoe and a new bag... so nice... hehe... can buy new clothes means new year around the conner liao... haha... sure gonna be a busy chinese new year again... new year can get lots of ang bao... haha... i love new year... hehe...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006, 8:40 AM


[ i hate bitches... ]
just finish watching ai de zang men ren... ru qing go snatch others people bf... some more is own sister bf... cannot believe this... she is a bitch sia... damn shit... i hate people who snatch other people bf... like this world no guys already like that... must snatch other people bf meh? go eat shit la... nothing better to do... why want to break up a nice couple? if you really want to find guys then go find those which are single with no wife or gf de la... so what if you don't mind to be 3rd party... but other people mind mah... you think like that can stay for long meh? if say now happy then don't care le... that is a very selfish way of thinking... how about other party? let them suffer? why when together that time never think about if one day got found out then how? all 3 people going to suffer... why want to make things like that? why can't it be happily ever after? don't try to break couples up lor... keep away from attached guys and gals... never snatch some one else boy or gal friend... besides this i also hate those people who have bf or gf already and still go find other gals or boy just because their other partner has no time to accompany them... so what if you love your partner very much... but your partner does not have a lot of time for you... doesn't mean that you can find another person... 2 timers... find another person for what? for your own needs? shouldn't each other be faithful? image if one day you are busy and your partner needs you to accompany... but you cannot... then your partner go find another person and accompany just because he or she is bored and have the needs... how would you feel? no one will feel good... so why must go for 2 timers? why can't just think of one and be faithful? why so many people like to play relationship? when will they grow up?

Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 10:25 PM


[ rainny days... ]
this whole week so cold sia... had been rainning all day... freezing like hell in my lab... wonder when this will end... want to go out also very hard sia... haha... finally today able to see sun le... but my lab still very cold wor... guess next week must bring winter coat come liao... haha...

Friday, January 13, 2006, 1:36 PM


[ smoking... ]
why people know smoking is bad for their health and know it is bad and still want to smoke? funny sia... they want to smoke they need to go hide here hide there not to let others see... and then after they smoke they tried to cover their smell... use everything they can to remove or cover the smell... don't understand them sia... if want smoke then don't hide la... know themselves wrong liao that why need to hide... if they doing the right thing then they no need to hide already mah... haha...

Friday, January 06, 2006, 8:43 AM


[ boring day.... ]
wasted my whole day sia... no task being assignned to me yet... so sianz sia... haiz... superviour not around also... cannot even give me work to do... lol... my Jdeveloper till now still have not configure finish sia... last year configure till this year... so jialat... haha... still got 1 more hour can go home liao... haha... wondering what to do this hour sia... guess go talk talk to friend then time will pass le ba... haha... feel like sleeping liao... but too bad if sleep here will let lecturers catch... tahan till go home then sleep ba...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006, 4:57 PM


[ happy happy new year! ]
wow very fast sia... a brand new year is here... hope 2006 will be a better year ba... that day betsy asked me what have i done and achived in 2005... erm... erm... i can't think of any... haiz... so jialat... i just said bye bye to 2005... wasted 1 year... lol... hmm... what should i do for 2006? let me try to list down some ba...

1) no to be so lazy, don't slack
2) pass my fypj with good grades
3) spend more time with family
4) treat him better
5) save more money, spend less

hmm... currently this 5 first ba... cannot think of any now le... wish everyone have a peaceful and happy 2006...

Monday, January 02, 2006, 8:28 AM


[ 2nd week of fypj... ]
still slacking in the lab nothing to do... but at least it is better then working... and we still can run about... haha... reformated my computer and installed some programs which i needed... msn most important... haha... with msn can communciate with my friends and family... haha... wondering how are those people doing their attachment now?

Wednesday, December 28, 2005, 10:46 AM


[ first day of fypj... ]
haha... so happy to be back in school... early in the morning must go back school... but i prefer to be in school la... lol... donno what to do just hang around in school and doing nothing... lol... what a slacking day... lol... such a boring day sia... haha... but happy that i am back school again... see all my friends around so happy... haha... miss hanging around with them... lol...

Tuesday, December 20, 2005, 11:06 AM


[ end of attachment... ]
haha... it is the last day of my attachment... yeah yeah... finally sia... so happy... lol... step out of the company so shock sia... like able to breathe the fresh air like that... haha... we settle the admin stuff by 430pm... after that we straight away go home liao... so nice sia... no need wait till 530pm... haha... so long never so early go home liao... lol... feeling so great sia... lol...

Friday, December 16, 2005, 6:12 PM


[ 2nd last day... ]
just had a full full lunch with friends from nyp... lol... we all called kfc delivery eat... yummy yummy... so full... lol... so fast it is the 2nd last day of our attachment... yeah... i am going back to school soon... lol... from morning till now i still don't have anything to do yet... morning did fill up some survey form from the company de... after that is slack whole day... lol... going off already they also don't want to give up a lot of things to do le ba... lol... so teach the new interns how the system works and how the mechine work lor... boring boring day... lol... thinking of playing game sia... but i sit so near the door... when people open the door can see me liao... haha... now sitting in front of com waiting for the time to pass...

Thursday, December 15, 2005, 2:15 PM


[ golf so hard to learn... ]
haha... learned how to play golf yesterday... so hard to learn sia... still never get the basic right... lol... sianz... wonder when i will get it right sia... haha... my position is so funny... learn so long still cannot get it right... sob sob... i want to get it right soon... which pro can teach me how to play? haha...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 8:48 AM


[ nice and sweet weekend... ]
had a nice and sweet weekend... enjoyed my weekend sia... so long never enjoy it le... how i wish every week is like that... haha... it is kind of a busy weekend la... went so many places sia... so fast monday liao... counting down to my friday and saturday again... haha... and this is my last week of my attachment liao... so good correct? haha... very fast i will be free from here and go back school... i think schooling is much more better... tahan for this last week ba... go go go...

Monday, December 12, 2005, 8:24 AM


[ cooking so fun... ]
cooked yesterday... although it make my hair and face oily and smelly but really had fun with it... love it especially it was you... haha... wonder when can we cook again... the feeling is so nice and sweet... like a little world of our own... hehe... so wonderful... haha...

Sunday, December 11, 2005, 9:45 AM


[ this world is so small... ]
haha... this world is so small sia... let me see the real person yesterday... haha... but it is only a glance through nia... see her let me think of the past... sianz... at first i thought i see wrongly... but later i confirm it was her le... haiz...

Wednesday, December 07, 2005, 8:37 AM


[ counting down everyday... ]
yeah... after next week i am going back to school le... so happy... can't wait to go back to school... missing my friends... really miss those days we all celebrate birthdays together and chalet together... i know sure there will be another 1...

Tuesday, December 06, 2005, 8:25 AM


[ missing you... ]
omg... they just left this morning and i am missing them already... kind of not adapt to it ba... haha... although i can do a lot of things without them... but still feeling strange strange de... too used to them being around le ba... haha... wake up every early in the morning... donno why also... worried for them or too excited? haha... no matter what... hope they come home safely...

Friday, December 02, 2005, 8:29 AM


[ yeah... a brand new day... ]
yeah yeah... today is thursday le... it is a brand new day... hehe... hope today faster end... hehe... stay happy stay happy is my aim for now... haha... hope today boss don't ask me do any work... so i can do my report... haha... very fast my ipp going to end soon le... 2 more weeks to go! oh yeah~!

Thursday, December 01, 2005, 8:37 AM


[ raining cats and dogs ]
it rain last night... rain before i fall asleep... in my own room, i hide under my blanket with fear... how i wish there is something for me to hug so that i can sleep better... my room is so empty... no one i can ask for help... lost in my room? haha... funny me...

Wednesday, November 30, 2005, 8:37 AM


[ into my dreamland... ]
yesterday slept around 2am... then today got to wake up so early to come work... so jialat... i am so tired... wonder if i can tahan till night a not? haha... my eyes wanna close le... work is so boring... cannot play till late late cos need to sleep early if not the next day will be very very tired... luckily i left 3 weeks of attachment and i am going back to school... yeah... how i wish i could quickly go back to school sia... it is so boring working... haha... but no choice everyone got to work... unless can find a rich husband and married then no need to work le... whaha...

Tuesday, November 29, 2005, 8:51 AM


[ tired but sweet sweet week... ]
this week have been very very busy... work, meet my sweety, meet friends, spend time with family... omg... i feel like i have not enough time for everything... although i seriously lack of sleep... but i am happy as i am able to spend time with family, friends and sweety... i wish i have more time for everything... working life really used up alot of my time... how i wish i am schooling right now so i can spend more time playing... i really miss those days which i am able to stay home and do nothing but slacking... if now i am at home and got nothing to do i would lie on my bed and sleep... last time is sleep too much until i have too much time to spare... now is too little time until i have not enough time for sleeping...

Sunday, November 27, 2005, 8:30 PM


[ sing sing and sing ]
went to kbox yesterday... had so much fun... all of us jumping up and down on the sofa... haha... playing with betsy, gui ying and mei juan is so much fun... wondering when will there be another outing like this... hehe... so happy...

Thursday, November 24, 2005, 8:43 AM


[ work on saturday also... ]
damn sianz... friday around 12+ supervior suddenly icq me and ask me if i can come back on saturday to work... haiz... why me sia... i don't want... i go plans on saturday de... sianz sia... bo pian he open his mouth le so have to go back... my saturday plans just gone down to drain... so sad... hope next week can go ba...

Sunday, November 20, 2005, 11:03 AM


[ rainning day... ]
so cold today... wake up in the morning and it is rainning... still feel like sleeping sia... so tired to wake up... but today is thursday le... going friday soon... yeah... my weekend coming le... hehe... hoping for this wonderful weekend to come... hope this weekend don't rain... not i cannot go cycling le... haha...

Thursday, November 17, 2005, 8:42 AM


[ not alone... ]
wanted to be alone... but donno why in the end i am not alone... haha... funny right when i said i want to be alone... but end up i still go date people out... lol... so tired after a long and cold day... haha...

Tuesday, November 15, 2005, 11:01 PM


[ what is heart pain pain? ]
i finally understand what is heart pain pain le... it is so pain... so hurt... i really really donno what to do... i am still lost... in front of me is so blur... blur until i cannot see anything... or i am just blind... who knows... just feel like being alone today... haiz...

[ bad gal get drunk... ]
drink 3 cups at 1 go yesterday... first time drink so fast and got drunk... so angry... cannot tahan any more... i cried... i bite him... i kick him... i push him... he just sits and let me bite, kick and push... i hate it... he very sweet... he just quietly bare the pain and trying to help clean my face with a towel... even though i am drunk but i still know what i am doing and what he did for me... after i woke up i feel better le... throw every temper on him le... thank you for being so nice and so sweet to me...

Sunday, November 13, 2005, 8:12 PM


[ where is my laugher? ]
my friends or i should say working friends said that my face is black black de... never smile... ever since jiaen left the company... some say i firece firece de... not like the day they first met me... already got 4 person tell me this le... haiz... donno la... just don't feel like smiling... guess i have forgot how to smile le... haha...

Saturday, November 12, 2005, 10:49 AM


[ lost... ]
felt so lost... wake up everyday and my mind is so blank donno what should i do... did everything blindly... what should i do? now i also donno what i should post here...

Wednesday, November 09, 2005, 8:53 AM


[ 1 year 1 month ]
hehe... today is our 1 year and 1 month... so happy... both of us has been through a lot... good and bad... yesterday already celebrate le... went bugis walk walk and buy things... hehe... today got to work so only can meet at dinner time... we going to eat dinner together... hehe... hope and wish our love will last forever... of cos hope and wish no use de la... must work hard together for it... hehe... i will work hard de... so does he... hehe... thank you for everything you give me...

Wednesday, November 02, 2005, 8:41 AM


[ it is getting darker ]
my panda eyes is getting darker and darker each day sia... omg... so jialat... when can i have a good sleep? lol... i need lots of sleep sia... luckily today is thursday le... hehe... yeah yeah... hehe... weekend coming soon... happy happy!!!

Thursday, October 27, 2005, 8:39 AM


[ slow connection... ]
surf net, chat, play online games... all this things suddenly become so fast... compare to my company and home my home is so much faster... no need to scare chat 1/2 way i will get kick out and need to reconnect again... and download things very fast... haha... the company should have change the network sia... damn slow... haiz... how i wish i can surf using my bandwidth in the company... then my connection will be much much more faster... lol...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005, 10:22 PM


[ counting down to knock off... ]
haha... everyday counting in office to knock of time sia... haha... really wish time pass faster when i am at work... haha... then when knock off le don't so fast... hehe... now still raining sia... so sianz... freezing here in office...

[ what happen to me? ]
what happen to me? feeling so empty... don't have mood for everything... even just now play cards with them i also feel so sianz... why why? should be doing my testing... but i feel so sianz until don't feel like doing the testing sia... haiz... why why? i am so tired... some more is monday sia... haiz... what ever la... boring day...

Monday, October 24, 2005, 2:49 PM


[ wait till you're older... ]
just went to watch wait till you're older this movie by andy lau on saturday... very nice movie... it is about a boy who hates his stepmother and wishes to leave his home... everyday he is saving money... one day he met a old man who has a potion which allow plants to grow taller and bigger within days... he decided to steal that potion so he could grow taller and bigger and his parents couldn't recognize him.. indeed the next day he grow and become a man... he leave his home... he get to do what adults can do... he turn old very quickly... within days... he soon realise that has not enough time left... he wish to find back the old man... but the old man did not have anything to help him to get back... the old man told him that life has no turning back... and asked him to treasure each day he is having now... he decided to forgive his dad and he also found out that he misunderstood his stepmother... he went back to say sorry... so touched... cried when i watched this movie... if you can go watch this movie ba... the storyline very good...

[ a song i like it a alot... ]
i think this song very meaningful and very nice... i love it a lot when i first heard it... haha...

不得不爱
潘玮柏 弦子

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

是我们感情丰富太慷慨
还是有上天安排
是我们本来就是那一派
还是舍不得太乖
是那一次约定了没有来让我哭得像小孩
是我们急着证明我存在
还是不爱会发呆

BABY
不得不爱 ,否则快乐从何而来
不得不爱 ,不知悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 ,否则我就失去未来
好象身不由己 不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

I ask girlfriend how you been
来去了几回 我从来没有想过爱情会变得如此无奈
是命运吗 难道难过是上天的安排 没办法
天天的每天的心思到底由谁来陪 我诚心 你诚意
但周围扰人的环境始终让我们无法在这里自由相恋
我精彩 你发呆 两颗心不安的摇摆 应该有的未来是否真那么的无法期待
舍不得再伤害 You're my girl my girl my friendHow much I love you so so much baby
看着你的哀愁 要我如何怎么承受面对
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart My love My one&only baby

不得不爱 ,否则快乐从可而来
不得不爱 ,不知悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 ,否则我就失去未
来好象身不由己 不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

会不会有一点无奈
会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱
让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩。
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

Saturday, October 22, 2005, 11:36 AM


[ back to sch... ]
went back to school to eat lunch... school seems to be so far... must walk so far... luckily today weather not very hot... haha... jini so long never bully me liao... keep bullying me... so bad of her... lol... next time sure bully back her de... lol... so tired... must go back to work again... haha...

Friday, October 21, 2005, 2:33 PM


[ 1/2 dead... ]
i am 1/2 dead... work work and work... just don't feel like going out today... i am so tired... i need a rest man... eat my dinner then watch a bit of tv... now feel like sleeping liao... only 830pm nia and i am so tired le... haiz... i miss my bed... hope tomorrow will be a better day ba... wish i have more time... or should say wish i no need to work for so many hours... i miss school... those days where we can go home early... those days we can play whole day... still got so many weeks to go sia... so sianz...

Tuesday, October 18, 2005, 8:33 PM


[ Its friday!!! ]
yeah... it's friday it's friday!!! so happy... weekend coming le... today can wear casual to office... so good... can't wait for knock off time le... haha... can you believe i just reach office not long ago and here i am waiting for knock off time... lol... i want to enjoy my weekend... hehehe...

Friday, October 14, 2005, 8:45 AM


[ 1/2 a week gone... ]
yeah... today is wednesday le... very fast sia... my weekend coming soon liao... hehe... cannot wait for my weekends to come... this whole week in office still doing testing... test test and test... i don't really like to do documentation work... but no choice it is work so got to do it... and must finish it up... should be able to finish my work on time la... anyway yesterday meet up with betsy, sam, mei juan, si qi, ivan, zhen wen, yogi, janson and ding yu... the 11 of us went esplanade behind de open air coffeeshop eat dinner after our work or fypj... very good sia everytime got 1/2 of the class go... lol... so fun to have them around and miss them so much... especially those days we all had in the chalet... really hope we got time for another one again sia... maybe after our semester ba... but got to wait very long le wor as now only the beginning of a semester... lol...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005, 8:42 AM


[ tired... ]
donno why have been feeling so tired nowadays... guess work ba... working is so tiring sia... so sianz... miss my friends... spend the whole day working... no time to play... arrrggg... i want to play... by the time to knock off already time tired and late le... some more in formal wear how to go out play? wear heals walk around make my feet so painful... i wonder who introduce heals? damn stupid idea sia... heals really make me look good meh? i don't think so lor... i think the painful look is written on my face when i wear heals... so when the painful look is on my face how can i be possibly look good? haha... i donno la... but i am very very tired... feel like sleeping liao... not enough energy to continue typing... haha...

Sunday, October 09, 2005, 9:45 PM


[ got miss me mah? ]
hehe... so long never blog le... year 3 too busy liao... project and assignment 1 after another... after that got to study for exams... no time to take a break sia... so boring... luckily now it is over le... phew... 1 week of break then go for my attachment le... attachment even worst not even have time to go out... everyday work from 830 to 6pm then after that too tired to go anywhere liao... haha... wear shoe with heals make going out even more sianz... cos everytime leg will be very pain if walk too long... haha... but working here is still not so bad after all... everyone is friendly and helpful... haha... but i gonna miss my class... they are really great man... miss those days we are together and playing... wonder when we got the chance to gather again... you guys rocks... haha...

Thursday, October 06, 2005, 10:52 AM


[ i am back~! ]
hehe... yeah yeah... so happy wor... spending my holiday this way... even though the time is short... but i am very happy with it... hehe... wishes i could have more time... but no worries there are still lots of chance... hehe... i am having lots of fun man... haha... cant wait to have another one... hehe...

Friday, July 29, 2005, 9:42 PM


[ miss you... ]
we did even tried 7 days not meeting each other... but now it is only 3 days we cannot meet... and today is only the first day... i already start to miss you... guess cos this time round i know the time we cannot meet ba... in my mind i keep hoping time travel faster even though time already travel very fast le... i will be here counting down each day...

Sunday, July 24, 2005, 1:12 PM


[ busy year 3... ]
why the school siao de... squeeze all our modules together and give us so many quiz and projects to do... haiz... even though we are year 3 and we have more motivation then year 1 and 2 but also no need like that treat us de mah... give us so many things to do ask us how to finish sia... we need break sia... year 1 and year 2 we like so free sia... school donno how to organize things sia... since year 1 and 2 so free just push some modules to year 1 or 2 mah... squeeze everything here... sooooo stress... team break coming liao... but dont think got chance to rest lor... still got lots of projects to do sia... sianz wor... everything is so rush... how i wish 1 day got 48 hrs...

Tuesday, July 19, 2005, 10:15 PM


[ my biggest regret in my life... ]
cannot believe i did this... i regret it... why i never think about what will happen after i did that? haiz... i know i have to get over with this soon... not i won't be happy... i want myself and others around me to be happy too... i cannot let myself affect other people... including friends and family... i must not let this drag on and on... i got to be quick... i know everyone wish i could be happy... i will try my best to let myself be happy... i must not let anyone down... hope next time i post i am happier...

Saturday, July 02, 2005, 11:19 PM


[ you need to know a lot to sing! ]
just came back from mediacorp... went there to watch "superstar" haha... the judges give lots of commands sia... some more all is bad commands... you really need a lot of courage to step on the stage and wait for the judges to give commands... the judges said a lot about the songs, the rhythm must follow the music lar... the key not high enough lar... very professional sia the judges... then when you listen must not only listen to the song they sing but also the music behind... wow... lots of knowledge behind sia... is not that easy to become a singer... if wanna become a singer really need to work extra extra extra hard for it de...

Saturday, June 18, 2005, 12:37 AM


[ 3rd year?! ]
this few weeks like so many things to do... only 2nd week of school and i already got so many assignments liao... sianz sia... every single module got its own assignment... like not enough time for everything sia... what if i cannot complete my assignments? wish i can finish my assignments as fast as i could... i don't wish to pack everything till the very last minute... i will go crazy if i do all last minute... damn sianz... everyday trying to do a bit of it so i won't have to rush later... 3rd seems to be like so stress so busy... omg... help help...

Thursday, June 09, 2005, 11:41 AM


[ the great singapore sale! ]
wow the great singapore sale is here... have anyone bought anything? everything like much much more cheaper... anything you need should be bought now! yes now! haha... but everything like so cheap and you want to bring them all home... haha... if you count carefully you are spending more than before... that is real "great" cos your pocket got a BIG hole... haha...

Sunday, June 05, 2005, 10:19 PM


[ school reopen liao... ]
now school reopen liao and i don feel like going to school... haha... funny right? when it is school holiday i wish school reopen faster cos too bored liao... now school reopen le and i hope school holiday faster come... haha... anyway this semester i got new friends... new bunch of classmates which i don't even know... miss all my old classmates... why yarny so bad only throw me and jini to the same class? i wish the whole class is there... anyway the new friends i got all quite hardworking de... that is good anyway... so i would be hardworking too... haha... so sad i cannot be with jini for groupings... haiz... i wish she can be with me... i want her to be with me... she is such a good friend and such a good group member to have... so responsible so hardworking so organized... luckily the group i am in now also not too bad... all wanted to score good grades for their projects... wonder if jini group is the same? will her group members wants good grades too? will they do their part? hope they would... not jini gonna suffer... it is only the beginning of the semester... hope everything goes smoothly...

[ agree on everything?! ]
do you always agree on everything others said? the others can be your parents, your boy or girl friend, your friends etc... doesn't mean you agree everything is good... sometimes you need not agree everything... if you agree with it will you feel happy? do you really want to agree with it? must you really agree with it? if you agree with it but you are unhappy then what is the point? sometimes the other party maybe wrong so you must voice it out... but voice it out nicely...

Tuesday, May 31, 2005, 9:13 AM


[ freedom... ]
everyboday wants freedom... who don't wish to have? hmm... what do you think is freedom? can go out everyday without anyone stopping you? can do what ever thing you like? what is freedom meant to you? do you have enough freedom? or do you wish to have more freedom cos you don't have any freedom? if given too much freedom will one be not responsible for their act? will they because of freedom become bad guy or gal? before you can have enough freedom think of your own act first and why must others give you more freedom? and will you change because of freedom?

Monday, May 23, 2005, 6:31 PM


[ timetable is out... ]
eee... the timetable sux... got night class again... haiz... why school likes to give us night class? i don't understand... they want us to skip the night lecture izzit? my tuesday lesson soooo long... yucks... then some more in most class i only know jini alone nia... the rest of my classmates now all different class... yawn... so sianz... but will sure get to know more new friends... hope they would change the timetable again to make it better...

Friday, May 20, 2005, 4:34 PM


[ should be friend with your ex? ]
do you think we should continue to be friend with our ex? hmm... i donno... is alright to have them as your friend... but the problem is what if you got a new steady? will he or she mind? what will he or she think? might get jeolous and felt unhappy about it? and might even start a quarrel because of this? i donno... some partners can accept but some partners are not that opened minded... maybe they just scared you or your ex might not get over with the relationship ba...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005, 11:25 AM


[ truth usually hurt... ]
what should i do? felt so jealous after heaing the truth... its so funny sia... when people tell you the truth you feel jealous... and when people don't tell you and hide it from you you feel upset and disappointed... tell or not to tell? at least he tell me the truth right? at least he bothers to tell me right? it is much more better then never tell me right? haha... truth usually hurt... but i want to hear the truth rather then telling me lies... i hate lies more then the truth... anyway thanks for telling me the truth...

Sunday, May 15, 2005, 5:55 PM


[ i swear ]
i swear
by the moon and the stars in the skies
and i swear
lik a shadow thats by your side
--8 quater notes--
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what its weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
cause i stand be side you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes ill never break your heart
i swear
by the moon and stars in the skies
i'll be there
i swear
like a shadow by your side
i'll be there
for better or worse
til do death us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
i swear
oooh~
ill give you everything i can
ill build ur dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the walls
and when (and when) the two of us are there
you wont have to ask if i still care
cause as the time turns the page
my love wont age at all
and i swear
by the moons and stars in the skies
ill be there(ill be there)
i swear(and i swear)
lik a shadow by your side
ill be there (ill be there)
for better or worse
til do death us part
ill love you with every beat of my heart(beat of my heart)
and i swear(ooh yea)
(sax plays)
i swear (i swear)
lik the moons and stars in the skies
ill be there(ill be there)
i swear(i swear)
lik a shadow that's your side
ill be there (ILL BE THERE!!)
for better or worse(For better or worse)
til do death us part(ooh no)
ill love you with every beat of my heart(every single beat of my heart)
and i swear(i swear 2x)
oooh ooooowooooooo i'll swear

this song by 0-town very nice... so beautiful song... after hearing it i fall in love with it le... haha...

Saturday, May 14, 2005, 11:42 AM


[ can love be measured? ]
hmm... who love who more? how do you see if you love the person more or the person love you more? love cannot be measured... how can you say that the person don't love you? just because the person wants you to do something but you don't want to do it that means you don't love the person? not really... love the person doesn't mean you have to give in everything... everyone love each other in a different way... and you might think that you should do this and that for the person to show love... but the other party might not think this way or doesn't seems to see it... or even worst the person might be too shy to express its love... no matter what... treasure your love ones...

Thursday, May 12, 2005, 3:39 PM


[ trust or don't? ]
i wonder if i should trust him more or don't? if i trust him more i might get hurt deeper... i know it is important to trust... but i don't want myself to get hurt either... what should i do? but i can say after today i trust him even more...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005, 11:17 PM


[ house of wax ]
must watch this movie house of wax... the storyline is very good... it is about this place where no one lives there only the brothers... the place look like there are people leaving there... the place are people made of wax... and the story goes on... go watch yourself... haha...

Tuesday, May 10, 2005, 1:41 PM


[ no idea what to write... ]
got no idea what to write here... mind blank blank de... how come like that? so many days never write blog le should have a lot of things to write mah... but then how come i like nothing to write? what is in my mind? what happen to me? quick quick think of something to write...

[ into relationship ]
just read kw blog... she wrote in her blog that she saw dar come and fetch me out... so feel that it is so sweet and she got this sour feeling... she also saw the photo me and dar took and she was so jealous and wondered when is her turn... guess she wished to go into a relationship ba... so cute when young girls like her got this kind of feelings... but hope she doesn't anyhow go into one just because she wants... before going into one you must make sure you like the person and the person must like you and also will treat you well... it can be very sweet to fall in love but it also can be sour... hope she find her happiness soon...

Thursday, May 05, 2005, 9:59 AM


[ result is out... ]
woke up by my hp... someone sms me... omg... is my result send by the school... not very well done... i got Cs for this semester... haiz... wished i don't have any Cs but i still got it... must work even harder for next semester... i don't want C and below... this pulls my overall grades down... my overall grades almost the same as last semester... hope next semester it will help me to pull up ba...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005, 10:05 PM


[ long time no see ]
so many days never blog le... had been busy with some stuff... mostly everyday was out whole day then reach home quite late and tired... that's why so many days i never blog... hehe... trying to spend more time at home so that i won't spend so much... but then stay home is so boring and it's so noisy outside... wondering what i can do at home...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005, 11:04 PM


[ happy bday jini... ]
wow... went jini house and have fun at her house... celebrated her birthday for her... and we play cards at her house... spend the whole afternoon at her house having fun... lol...

Friday, April 29, 2005, 10:22 PM


[ misunderstanding ]
have you ever got misunderstood by somebody? actually you mean this way but the listener thought is the other way... is it you express yourself wrongly? or is the listener got the wrong idea? maybe u express yourself in english but the listener is not comfortable with english so they will translate your words into chinese in their mind... as they directly translate your words it might become another meaning after translated... so when the listener misunderstood you rephase your words or even said it in other language which you both also understand...

Monday, April 25, 2005, 1:25 PM


[ thoughts and feelings... ]
danny said my blog style change le... he said now my blog got more thoughts and feelings then the previous blog... and therefore i become more mature le... hmm... did i? not sure... but before i got thoughts and feelings just that i never write them out... sometimes i also donno what to write about if i don't want to write how i spend my day... so i just write how i feel lor...

Sunday, April 24, 2005, 10:56 PM


[ mature? ]
meet up with my secondary school friends today... long time never meet them up le... they will very playful last time... remember those days we would gang up and bully our teachers... talk back to them... give them attitude... and even worst we made few of them cried... time really travel very fast... i think now they become more matured le... they talk with sense and they know what they should and what they shouldn't do even though they are playful... after they said i felt that i never make the wrong decision... and i will stay with my decision...

Saturday, April 23, 2005, 10:41 PM